it's me again.writing something i shouldn't have to

in 2009,

started the blogging thingie

just

meant to have

a blog

that made a satisfaction to me

and

i

wrote every times

i

want for years.

never advertised my blog

...

so

im just assumed

that

nobody gonna read

my blog.

...

other than my 24 followers

urrm

...... or maybe

not all of them

are

really 'following'

me

never mind. .

i

think that

hardly anybody reads anybody else’s blog.

..

i do feel myself that way

you know we have a lot of things

to

say bout ourself

that

nobody wants to hear bout,

a lot of ideas

that

are of absolutely no interest

to

anybody

.....

blah.blah.blah.

we put them all

in our junk

blog,

where we think it can remain happily unread

:)

however

it makes me turn in a different ways

when

one of a friends

that

im not expecting

to

even know my blog

have read my post.

well..

let alone why she reads it.

even though

I'm horribly writing quality,

and

lacking in

... so much things else,

i do appreciate anyone who concern reading

this

lame-red ribbon-black-and-white themes' blog.

thanks a lot to anybody

..

im really just writing for fun,

and

even if everyone stops reading my blog,

i'l still be happy with what im writing.

no biggie.

but

i do hope u wouldn't stop.

hey..

i still need love~

common~~~

lots and lots of love,